i've been trying really hard not to smoke as much. everyone knows that smoking doesn't help you when you're sick like i've been. idk, i just love smoking cigarettes. i wish i didn't feel so guilty about
smoking. whatever, i do what i want. but loogies are nasty. so maybe i'll stop eventually. once this pack is finished, i'll just bum from people if they're offering - it's worked for the past couple of weeks alright, i guess. but i think my friends hate me now haha.
i wish i had a cake right now. like, if we had milk i think i could do it actually. wait a second, i have to go check that immediately.
aw i didn't find cake mix, but i found ice cream that cathleen bought me. yay ten points for cathleen! major brain freeze. does drinking cold water actually help brain freezes?
theresa and cathleen went to walmart and wendy's before rehearsal because theresa wanted a big mac. so they got those and they got me ice cream! hoody hoo. i'm living in a dream world.
i did all of my scholarship applications today and it feels great to have that shit out of the way. apparently they messed up on the website and put the wrong dates of deadlines and stuff, so that's cool. way to be on top of things radford - not. but i have two really good references and my gpa is pretty good, so i'm stoked to see what's going to happen with that.
my cousin is going into the navy and i'm really nervous about it. i watch too much brothers & sisters to not worry about a family member in service. his "going away party" is this weekend. i'm sad about that. i mean, i know he'll be fine (knock on wood) but it's weird that he'll be so far away and seemingly out of reach. it's going to be a really hard adjustment for my entire family, i think. we're all so crazy and in each other's business and we love each other so intensely. i'm expecting a lot of tears on saturday.
something weird happened and chelsea and i were kind of weird for a while, but i think we're better now. she and i are going to get dinner. i just felt a little lost in our friendship and i was sad about it and we hadn't spoken lately. but tomorrow will be good and i'm happy about that, i guess.
setc is this weekend and i did not feel like going to a conference. like, had i gone and auditioned at vta instead of being timekeeper, i would have had a chance at getting passed on to setc like i did last year and that would have been great. but i was timekeeper because the show i directed, PROOF, was going into tech rehearsals the weekend of vta, so i thought i might have killed myself. but working vta helped me to meet people at mill mountain, so that was great too, i guess.
i'm still kind of sad about the fact that mill mountain theatre closed. it's scary to think that theatres are closing down all over the place. like, this is what i'm doing with my life and this is what's happening. i know the economy is in the shit holes, but come on. throw me a frickin' bone, life.
i actually wrote an article for the paper about that. it was the first one i did for the insights section, so that was cool. i think i'll post that in here so i can have it in my blog. great success.
this ice cream is putting me to sleep.
the coffee was so worth it last night.
everyone should have a blog and everyone should be happy.
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